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Name: Ben
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Birthday: 9/9/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: chillin out with people that I know, drama, internet, video games.
Expertise: nothing much at all. i'm not really skilled at much.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 12/16/2003

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Monday, December 29, 2003

Heyo Heyo everyones. I'm an idiot cause I said so. Moving on...

I am kinda bored. I want to go see peter pan mary but I'm in Florida. I'm visitingations my grandparentations. See, i am really bored if I start adding things on to the end ov words. *sigh* k say who? please? umm tay. *sighs again* I want to talk to someone right now, but I cant. I have SERIOUS ISSUES!!! Honestly. "Me, I'm dishonest, honstly. its the honest ones you have to look out for." I ve been watching that movie 24 7. Best movie in the world. It might just rival LOTR:ROTK! I haven't decided which one is bettr yet. *headbangs to headstrong on radio* sorry, I had to get that out of my system. It was itching. "You need to find yourself a girl mate.*sword fight* Or perhaps the reason you practice 3 hours a day is that youve alredy found one and are otherwise incapable of wooing said srumpet... Your not a eunich are you?" Best Line/Lines Of The Entire Movie. I'm going to go learn elvish now. Much love to all.

~Ben


Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Hello everyone. Umm, thanx to all who sent me something in my commenty thingajig. I was really sad and lonely and shit. I'm not going to kill myself though. Don't worry. Even though I think I should die, I'm not going to do it to myself. If someone else does it though, then ok.  I guess that I really do have alot of good friends. ok, I have gtg now. Bye all. much love.

~Ben


Saturday, December 20, 2003

I'm over at my dad's gurlfrds house. I'm really bored. Nobody reads my site at all.  I want to die right now. Somebody should kill me. I was p,aying a vid game earlyer and then I got bored. I am just gonna come out and say it. Actually, no I'm not, nevermind. BLAH!!! I don't know what to say either, I am so bored!!! I read abunch of ppls sites, but no one reads mine!!! Someone should read it. Oh well. "I'm so tired of being used. Suppressed by all my, childish fears." (evanescense) I like them. Good band.  oh well, I just don't care about anything anymore. I feel like I am in hell, only worse. I don't feel anything. It's like I'm asleep with no dream. Just... emptiness. It is really sucking big time ass. I hate this feeling. ::cries alot::  I think i'm going crazy! I don't know what is happening to me anymore. I'm changing wayyyy too much. I don't eat anymore. I feel like crap all the time. and i just don't know. SOMEBODY KILL ME ALREADY ;;sobs and cries. whimpers;; please, someone help me. i don't 'kmow what to do. i feel like a chiken with it's head cut off! HELP ME PLEase. ;;groans;;  I should just kill myself and get it over with. But I'm not so sure I could go through with it. I've tried before though. I tried to drown myself in my sink. And it almost worked, but my sink drains even when it's closed. My life sucks., I have no true friends. and I don't know what I'm going to do. good bye...


Thursday, December 18, 2003

Hi people. Got your message Anna. Sierra, got yours too. Chase, you need to get online more often cause you and I have something to talk about! But blah. I'm really bored, about to be sick, and home with Becky. All together it means that the apocolips is coming. (did I spell apocolips right?) I don't really care about anything now. I'm practically dead right now. I am thinking about watching tv or playing an extremely gory or dead-infested video game. I don't know which one yet though. Chase. Please GET ON!!! gtg now. Much love.

~ben


Wednesday, December 17, 2003

Hey everyone, I just saw the guy that I like wearing almost nothing. (hint hint) All he was wearing was a couple of post it notes. (i can't give it away anymore than that) But, alas, he is dating someone else. Oh well. Jessi, you need to come up with a song to do 'cause I can't think of anything at all right now. I'm pooped, I just got bak from a psychiatrist meeting. Blah....... oh well, there isn't much I can do about it. But I think that was my last meeting. Ok, well I gtg and get my CYP shit together so I can go caroling!!! oh joy. Ok, much love till I get bak on (especially to someone I know) bye.

~Ben



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